Figured Out.

Better a cruel truth than a comfortable delusion. ― Edward Abbey perhaps uncertainty is not so foreign after all and we remain determined in proposing that you and I reside in a place far more orderly but look around to see the crowds, a messed-up mass of people voicing this confusion to sound all normal, like


later, there were glimpses of how you broke, cemented long enough for it to begin to sting.  i live casually, a casualty.  no matter; there was a need for this to be peaceful, of course. -Toto ( p.s. on a weirdly-timed vacation atm..hope to have more (non-poetry) posts soon! ^^’ )


^source merry go round. there are places to be and the night drags on till we are much too tired for being anyplace but here and now, listen to the hum of this ride remain, ever-long. for there are places to be and perhaps,  no dawn. -Toto


what is it about moments lost. sought our own demise but we are riders of the league of hopers. no more can be said of the lost in their shells, thinking they are riding to battle but moments ago we too were a league of the demised. You sigh as the clocks tick by. -Toto

Here, There?

here, there; where are you now?  All was lost when you would not be found We are the outcomes of those hopeful tales Hope was lost when you could not be around. here, there; where will I go now?    -Toto (p.s. school assessments = infrequent blogging :'( )


this is what we have come to; present but wanting to want what has been long gone. we are wishers of lost things and every day is our way to lose more, so to go on, wanting. -Toto

Hold On.

Maybe bravery isn’t even bravery, it’s these foolish thoughts meant to stray you from the path of a “satisfying” (uneventful) life. And suddenly you’re off your feet and the ground seems to be shrinking.   Perhaps flying isn’t really flying, but worries being set free. “The sky is grander than it seems from the ground.” It’s expanding but it’s

As Them?

These stubborn lungs, inflate and let go. And while I have let myself, inflate of h o p e s and d r e a m s, does not letting go, make me just as stubborn as them? -Toto