I’m Back.

I’m Back.

let’s be honest: I’ve been reluctant to post on this blog. 

After being away for so long, with no prior update or anything, it’s disturbingly difficult to get yourself to write a post without feeling like you’ve abandoned, perhaps even betrayed, your blog. I know I might sound like I’m exaggerating an otherwise simple situation but I don’t feel as such. I guess I’ve just disappointed myself more than anyone kind enough to be reading these sentences, and I knew all I had to do was come back here, write (I wasn’t out of ideas/topics) and click ‘publish’. But the longer you don’t do the very thing you so want (and know you should) do, the harder it gets to actually do it. At least, for me. (I might’ve confused you in which case ahh, I don’t think I can explain myself any better. apologies. :$ ) So, that’s how I ended up with no fresh content since September.

blog, abandoned.Nonetheless, I think I’m back now. I want to be back. The only way to break out of this toxic hesitance is to crush its existence, to sit down and write, without fear or uncertainty, like I have before. And, hopefully, with your support, will do again.

blog, returns!

All of old. Nothing else ever. Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better. ― Samuel Beckett

Ever grateful,
Rizwana

 

4 Comments

  • Alphawings

    December 30, 2016 at 12:51 am Reply

    I can relate to this so much! Maybe we should give each other writing prompts once in a while.

    • tinkererofwords

      December 30, 2016 at 10:33 pm Reply

      yessss, writing prompts! maybe even, writing threats 😂 means a lot to know someone who relates :’) thank you, seriously, for the feedback.

  • InnosinnedAes-Teh-tics

    March 19, 2017 at 9:12 pm Reply

    Did I miss this one? It appears I must have had missed because there’s no other reason why I wouldn’t have commented with a huge capslock scream “OMG SAME SAME SAME HERE!!” Not anymore though..I mean currently Iwas away for a genuine reason but I can definitely relate at how many different instances I have felt this.

    • tinkererofwords

      March 28, 2017 at 11:43 pm Reply

      we come and go :s but i guess that’s a total ‘writer’ thing to do 😂 so we must be doing SOMETHING right.. 🤔

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